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i haven't updated in awhile... alot has gone on...

i went to nyc!! it's already been like 3 weeks since i went... lol but i still wish i was there!! we went right before christmas so everything was decorated really pretty... it was such a sightttt. i swear i'm getting an appt. there... one day... haha

christmas break was pretty good for the most part. besides me getting into some trouble towards the end. butt everything will eventually work out... but i mean everything happens for a reason. i believe that in everyway. i was getting caught up in the moment and everything was just going downhill. i hit the very bottom.

basically what it comes to now is things are changing... for the better. this is just a another beginning of the end. it's just kinda overwhelming at the moment. i want to say thanks to everyone who is or has ever been there for me when i need you most. ok enough of that.

chrissy is moving in a week exactly. what am i gunna doooo. haa noo. it's not hitting me yet. butt i will def. be going down to visit her so we can hit up the beachh =)

i'll update later. peaceeee <3

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ahh i jus looked outside && it's snowing =]
i <33 it.

had a great weekend* friday night- ended up fantastic. went over to ob's for awhile. crazy drama there. then headed to tj's. p&a wat else?? then finished my night off fabulous. wouldn't change a thing. saturday- hung out w/ hanners. even tho we got split up at the end of the night, i still <3d every min. of it. good times.

me && brooke went 2 mexico lindo last night. pretty sure we were laughing the whole time we were there. free meals next time we go. sounds good 2 us. haaa ;]

nyc here i come!!... a lil over a week away.
i'm freakin' pumped!!

i can't wait 2 sing feliz navidad
((haa margarita))

i luv all my girls. u rockk <3

"i love it when i'm holding you in my arms." <3333

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thanksgiving break is over... noo... haha it was fun while it lasted tho! me && alex were together everyday. whats new. tues. after work went over to travis's... hung out w/ alex, brittany, joe & his bro. i always have fun when i'm w/ them. =) wed hung out w/ alex n lindz... went to a bonfire. which was not a hit. haha owell... thurs was thanksgiving, it was weird this year. thats all i'm gunna say. that night hung out w/ alex, court && of course brit!!... went into tulsa n had us sum fun!! came back into owasso n picked up my luv chrissy && went over to lindz. fri went over to blakes w/ alex. chris ended up showing up. gott crazzzzy. then went out to dereks but i passed out on the way there. haha damnit... n last night well... turned into a wreck. started off good... went to zachs again w/ the girls... got crunk. then went to the club* then me n alex got in a fight... so that wasn't good. then went over to ians!! dre && sarah were there!! that was sweettttt =) so thats bout it. now back to school=death.

found out some good news!! going to NYC in less than a month away!! holy shit im stoked. && then i'm going to cali for spring break... laguna, hollywood && one other place? haha so yea i'm freaking excited.

thats all. peaceeeee

where is my shoulder to cry on <3

i don't kno wat is going to happen from here.

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and all i really want is you...
for you to stick around

so theres this guy... && everytime that i am w/ him its like nothing has ever changed between us... he still likes me but he doesnt want a girlfriend... i want to be w/ him so bad but we both want 2 different things... then we will go a few days w/out even talking... but we always end up coming back 2 each other... && no matter wat when we are around each other... by the end of the night we always end up together...

ughh, why does everything have to be so damn complicated <33333

n*e ways... me && alexandra had a crazy weekend- what else? friday, after alex was off i went over 2 her house then we started gettin' ready for the night! got all hawt then went n picked up clinton && headed to the game... were there seriously about 5 min. before we decided 2 leave* haha then we headed to cavitt's! soo many people ended up goin' there... got pretty crunkkk* alex made me laugh ((thatoneroom)) muahaha... saturday had to work, allll day, then i met up w/ alexandra && hali!! went out to derek's for a bit... saw liz && tera there- that was pretty cool =) then decided 2 go 2 cavitts... on the ride back i had the hiccups the whole time... they wouldn't go away!! haha i hate the hiccups... ughh!! got 2 kyle's... stayed for awhile, then decided 2 go 2 joe's!!!! thats bout it...

didn't go 2 school today... got 2 sleep in... yess it was nice. don't have to work alll week... i'm pretty excited bout that. let's see wat me && alex will make of that... ;] we should def. go 2 catoosa again, i must say that was pretty fun... ((i<3jamienbrittanyohsomuch))

this is getting to long so i'm gunna watch laguna. bye loves <3

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i haven't updated in sooo long... haha sry i've been really busy!

i moved in w/ my gma* that's what i have been doing like allll week. i luv living here... it's so much better! i'm alot less stressed.

last week was fall break & it def. was kickasss! was w/ alex every day* had sum crazy shit go on ((as usual)) lol but on sat. we went 2 the beach!! saw miss burns there- who i absolutelyadore <3 so that was exciting ;]

friday the 28th ((tom)) will be exactly 2 years from the wreck... it freaks me out. i'm sure u guys don't care... but i have changed so much b/c of it. it made me a completely diff. person than wat i used 2 be. blahhh

yesterday i got my costume! i was sooo happpy b/c i didn't think there was gunna be ne left since i waited till the last min. lol i always seem 2 do that...

i'm so excited for the weekend!

i'll letcha kno how that goes* luv yah <333